Tuesday, June 16, 2009

The worst day has come.. The most wonderful girl broke up with me after 2 months.. I really cant take it . I can barely survive when she went to Malaysia and now for months, years and forever ?
You promised me that you will last eternally with me
You promised that if we break up , it will be I who will initiate the break.
but after the break , you promised that you will come back to me..
You said you hate ppl making empty promises, what about you ?
Im sorry for being too over-protective and hurting you more than i hurting myself, but i really really really cant forget you .
How can i move on when im still deeply in love with you ?
I didnt cried for Ariel and Michelle, but once you ask for break , my world just turned upside down , my heart turned black and dark , my tower just crumble and fall..
Im always happy , smiling like mad. Why ? becoz of every single message you text me , every single word you said , and every little action you do.
I just nid to really blog this out. I just cant take it..
You told me to tell you all my troubles in my heart.
I poured it all out , and you rejected me in the end.
It isnt fair..
I really want my Vanessa back. i really do..
Tears just cant stop over-flowing, cause every drop is for you.
You love me and why you break ?
I told you before to do things for your own , dont do it for me , coz .. it will turn out this way.
I regret for everything i've done.
The only thing now is to get you back.
I cant live without Vanessa telling me " i love you " every night before i sleep.
I wish this was all a nightmare and soon i'll wake up at the bathroom as my bed is really wet.
I cant move on
You are really my little adrenaline rush in my life.
You boost everything up.
I will nvr fail you ever again.
Please come back to me again.


You gave me a reason
Told me that i'll always be yours
You are my desire
My heart is so on fire for you
I cant stop loving you
Because i dont wanna end up in your rearview
Wanna be someone you can turn to
Baby i never wanna lose you
Theres nothing i wont do

So ill watch you like a movie
I'll sing you like a song
Read you like a story
If it takes me all night long
Keep you like a secret
I'll tell you like a joke
Its true its true
That ill love you like i always do
Love you like i always do


†Please answer my prayer:
Oh lord i need strength,
Lord please help me ..
My world just tumbled and fall
You can work miracles for the blind to see and the lame to walk
Do miracles for me
This year is the year of downturn
But thy miracle seed would give me a hundred full in return
I want and i need my hundred full now Lord
I need to pass and get Vanessa back
Answer my prayer Lord
The one and only who loves and can do miracles in every single life
I need a miracle.
Just one miracle.
To have her back by my side
i trust in you and i cast all my cares and troubles unto you
I gave you my whole life.
You saved my soul
You carry me and put me on a rock when i was on sinking sand
With eternal peace i rest in your arms
Amen†

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