Sunday, July 12, 2009
Yes i am ,
The greatest girl in my whole life ,
I just blew it ...
Please..
Im feeling suckish now already .
Do you think i enjoy being like this ?
No..
It sucks..
So by all means, just leave me alone .
Im sorry ..
I didnt knew WHY i was holding on grudges when I already have you by my side .
I guess I overprotected you and guess that makes me lose you .
I feel jealous when I dont even need to..
Its just sooo painful for me to learn frm my stupid mistakes like this. .
It really really hurts me .
I really need you back right now .
I try to keep all this feelings ,
But its hard to do so..
I thought I could make you love me more and more.
But I pushed you too hard .
Im sorry .
I didnt knew wad i was doing ,
Im soo stressed up right now .
I really cant deal with anything without you here by my side
I reflected on what i did yesterday .
And i that was the stupidest thing i could've ever done .
Im sorry ..
I really want you to smile again .
I really do...
I want to have you by my side feeling nice warm and safe again.
I WANT MY VANESSA BACK !
SPIN IT
6:17 AM
QUOTE
social life is like a musical or a showplay where your mind is the director and you yourself is the main character . its YOU who choose who to kick out of the musical in your life and who you want others to be in the musical . after you kicked that person out , that person have no choice but to see your performance and the lime light is all on you . and the person whom you ignored and kick him out of your social life is the person who will lose out more than you do . ignoring is strong , keeps you cool , and brings you up for the better .ME
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